The use of the word 'trimester' here is off-putting to me. But we will persevere.

I've read 40* books this year so far! Let's rank 'em.
*I have chosen to not rank rereads and to include the two manga series I read as single entries. This brings the total down to 24.
  1. Something Spectacular by Alexis Hall
  2. The Spear Cuts Through Water by Simon Jimenez
  3. Lor by Lily Mayne
  4. Nettle & Bone by T. Kingfisher
  5. A Lady of Rooksgrave Manor by Kathryn Moon
  6. A Company of Fiends by Kathryn Moon
  7. Emily Wilde's Encyclopaedia of Faeries by Heather Fawcett
  8. Persona 5: Mementos Mission by Rokuro Saito
  9. Buffalo Is the New Buffalo by Chelsea Vowel
  10. To Be Taught, If Fortunate by Becky Chambers
  11. Two Rogues Make a Right by Cat Sebastian
  12. For Her Consideration by Amy Spalding
  13. The Art of Prophecy by Wesley Chu
  14. Persona 5 by Hisato Murasaki
  15. Cultish: The Language of Fanaticism by Amanda Montell
  16. Even Though I Knew the End by C. L. Polk
  17. Tread of Angels by Rebecca Roanhorse
  18. The Newlyweds: Rearranging Marriage in Modern India by Mansi Choksi
  19. American Royalty by Tracey Livesay
  20. The Girl Who Fell Beneath the Sea by Axie Oh
  21. The Orc and Her Bride by Lila Gwynn
  22. Sign Here by Claudia Lux
  23. When Women Were Dragons by Kelly Barnhill
  24. Book Boyfriend by Kris Ripper
Ah, it's that time again. Time for me to be a hater.

Last year I could not fill out my top ten list. This year that was not the case.

In no particular order...no, that's a lie. The first book on this list is the worst one. The rest are also bad.

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I think most of these are in fact 2022 releases -- but as always, these lists are based on what I read, not on release date. If I read a whole series, it counts as one book. I had real trouble paring this list down, because I read a lot of books that were good in 2022.

So, in no particular order...

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First, some stats!

I read 101 new books and had 29 rereads. According to Storygraph, 95% of those were fiction and 5% nonfiction. I mostly read romance and adult speculative fiction. About 2/3 of the books I read were ebooks. I read 22 library books. I read 54 new 5 star reads. And my top 3 authors were Lily Mayne, MXTX, and Alexis Hall.

All in all it was a good year for reading! A lot of new favorites, a lot of books I loved. Full listing below the cut!

bold = 5 star read
italics = reread

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One of my goals this year was to get better at elucidating why I like or don't like books. So here's a post with some rambling thoughts about that!
  • books that hit intellectually but not emotionally
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Here is the list of books I read this year, broken down by month. Best and Worst lists to follow.

italics = rereads of previously read books
green = books I would rec
red = books you should not read

JANUARY

Bad Blood: Secrets and Lies in a Silicon Valley Startup by John Carreyou
Boyfriend Material by Alexis Hall

FEBRUARY

The Library at Mount Char by Scott Hawkins
The Hate U Give by Angie Thomas

Married in Haste: A Pride and Prejudice Reimagining by A. K. Madison
The Kidnapping of Elizabeth Bennet: A Pride and Prejudice Variation by Jennifer Kay
Lovers' Meeting: A Pride and Prejudice Variation by Catherine Lodge
Lord of Scoundrels by Loretta Chase

MARCH

Fallen by Jessie Lewis
Star Wars, Episode III: Revenge of the Sith by Matthew Woodring Stover
The City We Became by N.K. Jemisin
Shatterpoint by Matthew Woodring Stover
The Echo Wife by Sarah Gailey
Lords of the Sith by Paul Kemp

APRIL

Darth Plagueis by James Luceno
Rebelwing by Andrea Tang
The Last Man in the World by Abigail Reynolds
Dark Lord: The Rise of Darth Vader by James Luceno
Shades of Milk and Honey by Mary Robinette Kowal
Queen's Peril by E.K. Johnston
Queen's Shadow by E.K. Johnston
Winter's Orbit by Everina Maxwell
Ahsoka by E.K. Johnston
Dukes Prefer Blondes by Loretta Chase
Wintersong by S. Jae-Jones
The Poppy War by R.F. Kuang
The Lady's Guide to Celestial Mechanics by Olivia Waite
The Bone Shard Daughter by Andrea Stewart


MAY

Honey Girl by Morgan Rodgers
The Burning God by R.F. Kuang
Raybearer by Jordan Ifueko
The Order of the Pure Moon Reflected in Water by Zen Cho
Gideon the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir
Harrow the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir
Ring Shout by P. Djeli Clark

Descendant of the Crane by Joan He

JUNE

Luke Skywalker and the Shadows of Mindor by Matthew Woodring Stover
Witchmark by C.L. Polk
The Chosen and the Beautiful by Nghi Vo
The Midnight Libary by Matt Haig
One Last Stop by Casey McQuiston
Heaven Official's Blessing Book 1 (fan translation)
The Goblin Emperor by Katherine Addison
Heaven Official's Blessing Book 2 (fan translation)
This Is How You Lose The Time War by Amal El-Mohtar and Max Gladstone
Heaven Official's Blessing Book 3 (fan translation)
Heaven Official's Blessing Book 4 (fan translation)
Heaven Official's Blessing Book 5 (fan translation)
The Witness for the Dead by Katherine Addison
Gideon the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir

JULY

The Duke Who Didn't by Courtney Milan
Dial A for Aunties by Jesse Q Sutanto
Any Way the Wind Blows by Rainbow Rowell
Mexican Gothic by Silvia Moreno-Garcia
The Care and Feeding of Waspish Widows by Olivia Waite

Aetherbound by E.K. Johnston
The 7 1/2 Deaths of Evelyn Hardcastle by Stuart Turton

AUGUST

Dearly: New Poems by Margaret Atwood
The Unbroken by C.L. Clark
Cemetery Boys by Aidan Thomas
Redemptor by Jordan Ifueko
Devotions: The Selected Poems of Mary Oliver
Nor Iron Bars A Cage by Kaje Harper

SEPTEMBER

Serpent & Dove by Shelby Mahurin
Take a Hint, Dani Brown by Talia Hibbert

OCTOBER

The Golem and the Jinni by Helene Wecker
The Empress of Salt and Fortune by Nghi Vo
When the Tiger Came Down the Mountain by Nghi Vo
Iron Widow by Xiran Jay Zhao
Dark Rise by C.S. Pacat

Her Wolf in the Wild by Rien Gray
She Who Became the Sun by Shelley Parker-Chan
A Marvellous Light by Freya Marske


NOVEMBER

Jade Fire Gold by June CL Tan
Hench by Natalie Zina Walschots
Get a Life, Chloe Brown by Talia Hibbert
Arabella by Georgette Heyer

DECEMBER

We're Here: The Best Queer Speculative Fiction of 2020 edited by C.L. Clark
The Bone Shard Emperor by Andrea Stewart

Persuasion by Jane Austen
Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte

Heaven Official's Blessing: Tian Guan Ci Fu Vol. 1 by Mo Xiang Tong Xiu
The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System: Ren Zha Fanpai Zijiu Xitong Vol. 1 by Mo Xiang Tong Xiu


My top ten books of 2021 (books I read, not books that were released) with the caveat that if I read more than one book in a series it counts as one. Because getting this list down to 10 was hard enough as it was. In no particular order, here we go:

1. The Locked Tomb Series by Tamsyn Muir
Gideon the Ninth
Harrow the Ninth

So I have a friend who has been trying to get me to read these books for a long time. Every time I asked for book recs (and even when I wasn't asking for book recs) she was like, please read Gideon the Ninth. I checked out the first book from the library 2 or 3 times without reading it. Hell, I got an ebook copy of the book for my birthday at the beginning of the year and didn't read it. And then finally I mentioned to said friend that whatever I had sitting on my bedside table always got read first, and she got fed up with me and bought me the books.

Thereby ruining my life forever.

I tore through these in a weekend. I got through Harrow the Ninth over the course of one afternoon, because I could not bring myself to put the book down. And GtN is one of two books that I read this year and then felt the need to reread (because I wanted to take notes!)

Why are these books good?
  • himbo lesbian swordswoman x grumpy feral necromancer
  • the prose is incredibly vivid and interesting
  • these books are complicated, full of foreshadowing and references and call backs, to the point I read Gideon the Ninth twice so that I could take notes the second time
  • HtN is structurally one of the most interesting books I have ever read. I don't want to spoil anything about it but it uses POV in a really cool way
  • I have never enjoyed being gaslit by a book so much
2. The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System Vol. 1 by Mo Xiong Tong Xiu

The only other book I read twice this year. If you aren't already in MXTX fandom, let me sell you on this book. It's a translation of a Chinese webnovel with the premise "a trashy stallion novel's most virulent anti-fan gets transported into the book to fix it...which he does...by accidentally making the protagonist fall in love with him."

This book is fun. This is the other book I read twice this year, and yes, I did take notes.
  • Shen Qingqiu is one of the most unreliable narrators I have ever seen
  • I cannot overstate how funny this book is
  • The relationship between Shen Qingqiu and Luo Binghe is sweet and heartbreaking (in this first volume)
  • Shang Qinghua my beloved
  • it's a very meta book! The translators do a good job of making all the Chinese webculture stuff accessible to non-Chinese readers, but I think if you've ever been in internet fandom you'll find some things are universal
3. The Jasmine Throne by Tasha Suri (The Burning Kingdoms 1)

I saved this one for last because I had such high hopes for it--South Asian fantasy! Epic fantasy! But the characters are all brown like me!--and it did not disappoint. This was the year I buried myself in diverse fantasy books with terrifyingly ambitious protagonists.

Why I love this book:
  • The worldbuilding is excellent. My favorite bit is that there are multiple religions, all of which are fleshed out with characters practicing them on the page. And those characters disagree! I don't think I've read a lot of fantasies where religion was given this level of importance, both good and bad.
  • I said this earlier but the South Asian rep...you don't know how much you crave seeing yourself in a book until it happens
  • Priya and Malini's romance is everything I love: the instant connection followed by the slow burn, the hair combing and wet saris, the way they love each other and still have conflicting goals and needs that don't just go away. Sapphic perfection.
4. The Drowning Empire Trilogy by Andrea Stewart
The Bone Shard Daughter
The Bone Shard Emperor

Another beautifully crafted epic fantasy series. I cannot wait to find out how it all ends. A lot of the fantasies I read this year were about colonialism and about interrogating governments and power structures in interesting ways, and this was one of the best.
  • All the POV characters are great, and I love that each of them offers a different viewpoint of the Empire and of events influenced by their experiences. I especially liked that we had characters from different levels of society, and that we get to follow them as they move up or down the strata
  • The animal companions are so great! Mephi and Thrana my beloved...
  • Ranami and Phalue's romance is so good! The book handles their class differences really well
5. This Is How You Lose the Time War by Amal El-Mohtar and Max Gladstone

I tore through this one in an evening.
  • sapphic enemies to lovers!!!
  • I really love it when books just drop you into a world and don't stop to explain anything, and this is definitely one of those! It's very satisfying to slowly put together the plot
  • I also love epistolary romances so this really hit

6. Dark Rise by C.S. Pacat

This was a sleeper hit for me. I wasn't really sure what to expect, to be honest; I've read the Capri trilogy, but it was a while ago. And initially I found this book to be kind of slow.
  • The slow first half is a lie
  • This book does an amazing job of subverting your expectations and playing with fantasy staples
  • When you realize what's actually going on you will lose your mind
  • An unhinged and strangely erotic stabbing scene

7. She Who Became the Sun by Shelley Parker-Chan

Another terrifying and ambitious protagonist. This was one of three books being billed a "sapphic fantasy trifecta", all of which I read this year (the other two books were The Unbroken and The Jasmine Throne). The fantasy element here is understated, but that's not to say it's bad.
  • the prose is bold and lyrical
  • I love that Ouyang and Zhu mirror each other in interesting ways, both with their relationships with gender and their preoccupation with fate
  • the romance is surprisingly sweet, it's a great contrast to the dramatic and bloody events of the book

8. The Singing Hills Cycle by Nghi Vo
The Empress of Salt and Fortune
When the Tiger Came Down the Mountain

One of my goals this year was to read more than just novels. The Nghi Vo novel I read this year, The Chosen and the Beautiful, didn't really land for me, so I was delighted to find these novellas so engaging.
  • There is a shocking amount of worldbuilding crammed into these two novellas
  • I love the framing device of the monk who listens and the two novellas being in part stories that are told to them. The interplay between the listeners, the storytellers, and the story is great
  • The humor is unexpected and delightful


9. One Last Stop by Casey McQuiston

So it turns out I did read books this year that weren't SF/F! Shocking, I know.

  • Contemporary sapphic romance!
  • This book is chock full of queer found family and queer characters and even a little queer history
  • I loved the time travel element and the way it was used
  • the sex scenes are actually good
  • personally I loved that this was a relatively low-conflict book where everything worked out and there was a happy ending. Sometimes that's what you need and this year I definitely needed it.
I have seen reviews of this book that point out it's not accurate in its portrayal of NYC. I don't know enough about NYC to comment there.

10. Winter's Orbit by Everina Maxwell

Remember how at the beginning of this list I was mailed copies of GtN and HtN? Yeah, I mailed that friend this book.

  • high EQ x high IQ romance. I love it when romances have people with complimentary skill sets and I especially love that both our heroes see and admire that about the other
  • It has all the marriage of convenience tropes I love. Actually, this book is tropey as hell. At one point there is only one sleeping bag...and they're stranded outdoors...and it's winter...
  • Originally posted as original fiction on AO3 and you can tell. That is not a criticism at all. Actually, if you are someone who reads a lot of fanfic and wants to get into original fiction, this is a great entry point. And if you have never read fanfic, congrats, this is a great sci fi romance!
Worst books I read, not worst books that were released, because I did not actually get to all the 2021 releases on my TBR. And I already have a long list of 2022 releases ready to go. Ah well. This was a good reading year for me in terms of quality. Most of the books I read got at least three stars! I didn't even have ten books I felt were worthy of a spot on the worst list! But regardless, here we go:

1. The Echo Wife by Sarah Gailey
  • One of the most annoying protagonists I have ever had the displeasure of reading about, and since this book is in first person, we are stuck in her head the whole time. She is relentlessly self-analytical and self-aware and yet her behavior does not get better or worse in a way that feels like a character arc
  • A really unsatisfying ending
  • I didn't comment on this in my initial review because at the time I didn't care, but the science in this book is laughably bad
  • The premise is pretty flimsy, to be honest--why wouldn't her husband just have a normal affair? Or get a divorce?--and the book does not do anything to save it
2. Aetherbound by E.K. Johnston
Man, I have a weird relationship with E.K. Johnston's books. I read four of her books this year and three of them last year, and I enjoyed all of them except this one, but I disliked this one so much that it retroactively made me like the other ones less. In addition, I have read some criticism of her work (particularly That Inevitable Victorian Thing, which has a premise that is...extremely questionable...if you think about it at all) that has made me rethink it.
  • This book is very short, very little actually happens, and yet it feels long because it's really boring
  • The plot of the book is interspersed with "world-building" chapters about an Empire that are just...there for flavor? it left a bad taste in my mouth. Why bother with an Empire conquering if nothing comes of it?
  • Which is the problem with this book. Nothing comes of anything. The characters never encounter any difficulties that aren't immediately solved. There's no tension at all.
  • The trigger warnings at the beginning of the book were useful but also wholly inaccurate
  • It genuinely feels like the summary of a book, not an actual fleshed out story
3.  The Midnight Library by Matt Haig

I read this because my mom asked me to so I could attend her book club. Then when I disliked the book she wouldn't even let me come. So I was subjected to it FOR NOTHING.

I'm also going to note that I do not seek out books about suicide as a rule and would not have picked this up on my own.
  • Holy shit, this is one of the tritest, most repetitive books I have ever endured
  • I love being forcefed platitudes
  • Frankly, I didn't think it handled the subject matter all that well? it feels like a self-help book with a weird conceit, not a novel
  • You can predict what the moral of each chapter will be from the first couple lines
  • This is fiction that teenaged antis would approve of--very moralizing, very unproblematic
  • The prose is dry and extremely info-dump heavy
  • Nora is the kind of protagonist you hope will die so the book will end
  • Genuinely depressed to see people calling this great sci-fi or great fantasy
4. Serpent & Dove by Shelby Mahurin

This was one of the first, if not the first, books I bought when I got my new Kindle. Kindle, baby, I am so sorry.
  • big tiddy liddy????
  • the worldbuilding is as fragile as wet tissue paper. the worldbuilding is France, but with some names changed, and the Catholic Church is there (THE ACTUAL CATHOLIC CHURCH) but they have witch-killing knights also
  • our heroine has a case of not-like-other-girls disease that is. terminal.
  • this is billed as an enemies to lovers forced marriage romance but what actually happens is that a witch is forcibly married to a witch killer using a forced marriage set up that is weak as shit, and halfway through the book they are in love, but no one has to change their behavior or reevaluate their beliefs
  • not even witch killer dude! because you see, this book also has a severe case of fake nuance, where you invent a marginalized group (witches) but then make some of them evil so that both sides are equally bad!
  • every reviewer who compared this to fanfiction owes me $2.99 because no one is coming up with wildly entertaining forced marriage plots like fanfic authors are.
  • protagonist keeps using magic and everyone keeps smelling it and somehow no one figures out she is a witch
  • oh and the portrayal of WOC in this book is questionable as fuck
5. Jade Fire Gold by June CL Tan

Oh, I wanted to like this one so bad. I got into danmei this year. I read a lot of Asian-inspired fantasy. I had high hopes.
  • The pacing is not very good, imo. It takes forever to go anywhere, and then the ending happens quickly with important events happening off the page.
  • None of these characters felt like real people to me and I could not get invested
  • The romance had no chemistry at all. Which I should have expected, because this book was being repped as "What if Katara was the Dark Avatar and Zuko was hunting her down" and Zutara is a ship I have never liked or understood.
  • Tan's writing style really doesn't work for me

Doing these posts on Tumblr is really fucking annoying so I'm gonna start doing them here for ease of formatting!

Here, as of 2/4/2024, is a list of all the books I own that I have not yet read.

My solution is simple: a shortlist of up to ten books that I draw from. I read a book, I can add another book to that list, but it can't hold more than 10 books at a time. And at least half the books on that list have to be ones I own but haven't gotten around to. It's a lot easier to pick from a list of ten than it is to pick from a list of three hundred!

I have a spreadsheet where I track everything I read, maintain said list, and where I keep a list of every book I own. But although it's color-coded in a way that makes it easy to tell which books I've read, I still think a list of books I haven't read and owned would be useful, plus loading that spreadsheet is dire because it's so big. (Also, I want to be able to link to this list in my reading update posts so that the minuscule number of people who read them can recommend me things!)
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